broke up !

hmm...

what happen to me actually... everything is just like... so crap. mad at you and you all the week... lie to you and say "i'am okay..." but actually it isnt... it feels like you didn't get me... i always try to hide back my sad whenever you're happy... and i always try to throw away my happiness just because you're sad... why did i do that... im lying myself to be perfect... the happy-go-lucky me, its just now a legend... you've change me to be more emotional... im uncontrolled... i always cry before going to bed... why is it... why i become like this... i need someone who can back me up whenever i fall down... not a person who try to manipulate me feeling... im sad... so sad... why didnt you get that... why you have to say "dont be like this, please..." why you have to reflect that... why... you broke me up... really broke me up ♥

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